Assalamualakum and hi guys !
How are you guys ? Is everyone doing fine ?
I really hope yaaa ! If you're not feeling well, quickly take your medicine, don't be like my cousins, sick but lazy to take the medicine. HAHA. Now, tanggung sndiri sakit tu yaaa cousin ! :p
Okayyyy stop there !
In todays entry, I wanna talk about friends ! Friendship.
Everyone got their own friends, best friends, fake friends, real friends right ?
In this world, fake friends are very easy to be find and always there around us. But unfortunately, fake friends won't make you happy. Trust me. :)
The friends that will be your good friends and best friends is the real friends.
Real friends s the one that always be there with you no matter what happen. They will never care about what other people talk about you and they just believe in you. Only you.
As in the Cher Lyod songs, title Oath also stated that real friends will never need to pretend, we share our scars together and will stay together no matter what. Right ?
I love that song a lot because it delivered a meaningful lyrics to me and my friends.
Here we go. I want to talk about my besties, lesboo and my bitches.
HAHAHA
When I'm in the primary school, I ever have a besties name Khairunnissa Nur Azmina Afina, she is the first best friends that I ever had during my childhood. But unfortunately our friendship didn't last because I have to follow my family to move to a new place in Sabah. She is my old memories. :) I continue my high school at there and I have met a lot of type of friends, fake friends mostly. I get hurt a lot by friends there, since that, when I move to KL with my family, I'm 17 y/o at that time,
I started prefer to be alone and didn't want to be close anyone or be friendly as I did in Sabah. My life is only my family, study, homework and tv. HAHA. So damn alone right ? But know what ? It's totally fun although I'm alone.
But all that change when I started to step into a college life. I started being away from home whereas I have to stay at the hostel. OMG ! Know what my feelings when I have to stay away from home ?
I'm totally upset ! Damn2 upset ! Because ?
I don't know how to live without my parents at my side.
I don't know how to be independent.
I never being away from home and my family although I have lived for 18 years in this earth.
So, you all must know how my feelings aite ? :(
But my daddy kept giving me strength that I will go back home every weekend and only have to be there for 4 days. Every Thursday he will pick me and drive me home.
Then, I finally agreed with my daddy suggestion.
At there, I get to know a lot of people.
A lot of new people from other country such as Kedah, Negeri Sembilan, Terenganu and many more.
I try to get along with all of them in the hostel but as you all know, no one perfects right ?
And I consider all my housemates and roommates as the good friends of mine. But some of them finally shows their real attitude at the end of the first semester.
Guess what ?
The great part is..
They actually don't like me and they also hate some of the people in the house which is the person that they don't like now have being my besties and lesboo.
For them, only they are perfect and they never did any wrong.
For them, the are suci like a baby.
Is it ?
Hahahaa
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Whatever it is, I DON'T CARE and NEVER want to CARE about those fake friends.
Pretending to be a good friends, while their are not.
But, thanks a lot of doing that.
Because they show me the true real friends that I should know and be with.
And alhamdulillah, now, I have known real friends that will talk nonsense with me, speak harsh word to me without need to say sorry or whatsoever, will laugh at me instead of helping me when I fall down, be with me in no matter conditions, cry along with me when there's something happen to me, will just scolded me in front of me without need to talk bad about me at their back and they don't even think about my they will hurt me or not, teased me with the embarrassing things that I ever do and just love to critics bad things about me although I don't ask them to.
Look ! Real friends looks rude right ? Hahaha. I did the same thing to them.
Although sometimes some of the words might scratched my heart or their heart, but we still ignore it because much better people hurt you with the TRUTH rather than comfort you with the LIED.
But did we hate each other ?
So far, alhamdulillah.We don't hate it, we just love it and enjoy the way we are. :')
We feel comfortable with our on way.
We feel free to be what we are when we be with each other. We didn't have to pretend.
My lesbo are Nurul Zalina , Afiffah Shuhairah and Nur Fatin Amirah.
Wanna know about them ?
Come !
Nurul Zalina is the heartless person I ever met. Heartless ? Is she ? Naaahhh.. Sometimes I guess. Aaaa. In other word, this Nurul Zalina or known as Zal is a cool person. HAHA. Cool la sgt kan zal ? Sometimes tu she's also a HOT person when she's angry.
You know that troll in the Hansel and Gretel Witch Hunters movie ? She can be like that Edward you know. Hahahaha. When she's angry, don't you ever ever dare to approach her because you might being harm or scolded. Hahaha. For me, it's normal, but quite scary sometimes. So, when she is in not in a good mood, I will just ignore her and just let she to cool down. But, no matter what, although she is heartless, but she will be with me when I'm upset or hurt, she will protect me when there's people try to take for granted of me and she will be there when I needed her. I'm glad to know her although before this I'm not very close with her at the first time we met because I feel we can't get along. But suddenly we get very close and just hope our friendship will never end. :')
Wanna see her ?
This is her ! My lesboo. :D Zal !
Know about zal dy right ? :)
Now let me introduce to you Afiffah Shuhairah. She is the "keding" one between us. She is so skinny you know. And I call her MAMA, do you guys ever watched MAMA ? The horror movie that just being shown in the cinemas. She just so skinny as MAMA. That's the reason why I called her MAMA. MAMA ! Hahahahaha. Btw, her real nickname is fifah or pipot. Hahaha. Pipot I just add it up. Back to Fifah, she is also same as zal, heartless, she never care what people talk bad about her at her back, as long as she happy with her life. She just do whatever she wants withouth thinking about what people say, for her, its her life, why must think about others. Besides of that, this girl is the kecoh type you know, so so noisy ! -.- She only can stop when she is sleeping. Hahahaha. But whatever it is, she still the best because she give me advice to be strong when there are some peoples try to bring me down and try to protect me when someone wanna attack me. Glad to have her as my friend. :)
Wanna know something ? Before this, me and zal use to didn't like her so much because of some reason and one person. And we always talk bad about her and try to ignore her, until one day, we realize something, she ain't a bad girl actually. She's kind. And afterwards, we being close and we be honest to her of what we ever felt to her. Surprisingly, she didn't hate us at all. :')
There are some people say me and zal "dah ludah jilat balik", hurm. Actually, the people that say that words towards us also do the same thing. But just being so STUPID of not recognizing it. We do apologize to her of what we ever done. But do you do the same thing like we do ? Do you tell the truth ? I think no. So, stop judging people. Fifah tak lebih2, korang pulak. -.- Don't be toooo damn STUPID. Okay ?
*big smile for you guys*
This is Afiffah Shuhairah aka MAMA. Hahaha.
*The red blouse one*
The last person that important in my life is Nur Fatin Amirah. This girl is the "perempuan melayu terakhir" you know. Hahaha. So soft, polite and ayu ! She is so secretive and a quiet person when first I met and know her. Really hard to approach her actually. She just love to be quiet and stay alone. Although she was sitting with all of us, but she still stay quiet and just smile when we are talking. At first I thought she is a very good girl that ain't be friend with naughty and noisy girl like me. But until one day, after there are some things happen that required me, zal and ira to stay together, I just get to know her very well. And guess what ? She is much more crazier than me and Zal. Hahahaha. Like to teased people and joking around. Well, Don't describe the book by it's cover right ? Hahaha. Over all, Ira is a very kind girl and caring. She is a good listener. She always listen to my problem. She always be the place for me to cry. And I'm so glad to have friends like her.
Here she is ! Nur Fatin Amirah aka Ira :D
Actually, I'm so glad to have great friends like Zal, Fifah and Ira. Their are very awesome and fun !
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
Yeeaaaayyy ! Finally, I'm done introduce to you guys about my lesbooo. Ahahaha.
So, what say you guys ? :D
Remember, wanna find a friends ? Find the real one guys. ❤
This the end of my today's entry.
But just scroll down and see some of our pictures that we took together. :)
This is us ❤
p/s : Guys.. I really hope that we will never hate each other and our friendship will never ruined. You guys already be a big part in my life and I don't know what to be without you guys at the hostel and college. As we ever heard the song, Cry together, laugh together and stay always together. :') Insyaallah. We will face everything together and will protect each other no matter what. :)
